Tuesday, January 29, 2008
A moments lapse in time
I was cold until your hands touched mine,
I was shivering, with chattering teath until you covered them with your lips,
I was hopeless until you gave me hope and all those other tips,
I wasn't shure If I was crazy to try to be normal until you showed me its normal to be crazy,
You keep me off my toes and from being extremely lazy,
I thought you were something I could never find,
You must be in a dream of mine,
If so, that is still fine,
As long as someday you will be my valentine!
Why not we would both be cute?
You've seen that dress and I have seen your suit,
Come on, put it on,
Lets both run to the beach together,
We can play in the sand and enjoy the sunny weather,
That is unless you could think of something better?
But what is better than being with you?
They say when I am near you I act like a bumbling fool,
Nothing on earth or the heavens above,
would convince me other wise that I am not in love!
Aoron's eyes were blue like the sky,
whenever you stare at them you just want to die,
Kasandra's eyes were a deep brown,
she had a tough attitude and always wore a frown,
Carle's eyes were very hazel,
the insides were brown with the outside green like fresh bassil,
Brandy's eyes were rich with a blue jean blue,
dont you envy her? You just want to steel them so you could have them too!
Why do you hurt me so?
I thought you said you didn't want me to go?
Your hurtful words lashed out at me like the tail of a scorpion,
Now the words linger as if I have still just been poisoned,
When I am with you my ego feels bruised and battered,
As if the feelings i told you will not and have never mattered,
When I first met you, you were a sweet and intreaging fellow,
I wish I would have known better that you were really fake and shallow,
You told lies and thought I would never find out,
I am glad you are still alone because now you know what it feels like to pout,
I hope you're happy with yourself now,
because you are not with me, but instead flirting with a big fat cow!
Are you happy, is she worth it?
I bet you you don't even know her name you discusting serphant!
Monday, January 28, 2008
Eventually I figured out this dream meant that me and my so called friend were eventually going to split completely without any contact, and that is exactly what happened after a dream. It was as if a tsunami wiped both our slates clean so we can start over and for get about the past as we forget about each other.
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
- The buzzard
- vampire bat
- ground hog
I hate the buzzard because it looks ugly and smelly. I recently found out they poo on their legs to cool themselves off.
I hate the vampire bat because they look ugly and suck on the blood of others.
I hate the leach because it looks like a disfunctional worm and sucks blood out of your skin. The thought of it just makes me shiver!
I dislike the warthog because they are dull in color and piggy-like. They also have rough looking skin that has hairs on it making it look unpleasant.
I dislike the condor because it looks like somebody ran over it's head or shaved off all it's feathers on its head and neck. Other than that I don't mind the bird.
I dislike the groundhog because when I was a child, those stupid things would get into my mothers flower bed and ruin it.
I really dislike the crow because it is an annoying bird that just wont shut-up. When I was a teenager there was a group of crows that would perch on my neighbors tree. They would wake me up with their stupid crowing on Saturdays and Sundays from my lovely sleep.
I don't mind baby opposums, but big opposums are u-g-ly! They have the weirdest heads. Their heads look scary, like somebody grabbed their nose and started pulling it. Their scary heads also have these sharp teeth and bidy black eyes with scary looking gray markings around its eyes. I also dont like them because they used to steal my kitty cat's food when I left it outside. My poor kitty didn't know what was going on!
Monday, January 14, 2008
"Baby baluga, Baby baluga, Baby baluga in the deap blue sea,
You swim so wild and you swim so free,
Down in the ocean, in the sea below, Your just a little white whale with a gulp.
Baby baluga, baby baluga, Is your water warm, is your moma home...."
The Baluga whale was one of my favorite creatures in the ocean as a child.
Thursday, January 10, 2008
During a moment in my life, when I was trying to find my love I managed to hit a few obstacles on my way. One of those obstacles was a lying, selfish, decieving beast. He had desire for me, but it was only physical physical desire. He was a lie in his own shadow. His attacks were swift as they came pouring out of his mouth. He would hurt my feelings as if I had none. One day he tried to convince me along with other people who believed in the fake barier around himself, that he was civilized. I kept to myself, learning from my past expierience that his words hurt (stabbed) me before. That night I began to think to myself as I was about to sleep, "Maybe he diserves another chance." As I drift to sleep slowly I begin to dream:
I began to dream about a lion. A lion tamer had walked into a wide room bringing with him his pet lion. He told everybody the lion was tame and would never hurt anyone. People gathered all around the lion to watch him as the tamer would brush his hair and pet his face. The lion just sat there. People began getting closer and closer to the lion, and still he wouldn't budge. The lion just sat there. Suddenly the tamer bursted out, "This lion wont even hurt a baby." He then turned to a woman, "Can I see your baby?" She gave it to him without reconsidering or even thinking he was crazy. She trusted the man and that lion. So he took the baby and put it in front of the lion. I thought to myself, "He must be insane!!!" But everybody said the lion was tame and he hasn't even attempted to hurt anyone so why should he hurt someone now. As soon as the man put the baby right in front of his mouth he bit the baby right in half.
After that I woke up upset, later figuring out who the lion was.
I was in the car one afternoon with a man. I didn't know who he was yet. We were going to drive to the brown, hilly mountains to pick someone up. There was a weather report on the area where a prediction of a possibly bad storm was about to accur right where we were going. Although I knew this, we still went anyway. I assume it was my idea to go because I am spontaniouse like that and I do love road trips, especially in the mountains.
We continued to drive even though we saw clouds hoovering over the mountainouse range. As we got deeper and deeper into the brown canyon I began to worry a bit because I saw white misty fog beggining to settle on top of one of the hills we just passed. The road began to get twisty and turny as we began to wind our way deeper and deeper into the canyon. The road was empty which made me feel even more regretful of this trip. There was no civilization anywhere other than this one, one storied house on the bottom of the mountain. As we continued to drive through the sharp turns up the mountain I looked over to the driver's seat to see my own dad at the wheel. We must have been driving somewhere to pick up my sister or brother.
As we drove the light gray clouds almost entirely covered the sky and it bagan to drizzle. He kept driving up and up the hills with no fear. I however was scared now. We kept driving and it kept drizzling. Then the clouds began to get grayer and greyer the higher we went up and around. I could now hear thunder. He still kept driving anyway. Then I decided to look at the back seat and "Boom" my whole family was suddenly in the car now, and I was in the back seat sitting by the window on the right.
We now began our journey down, which was not going to be easy. It now began thundering and raining hard. The clouds began to get darker and darker as if they were angry at us. They even began to get lower, as if they were trying to eat us and electricute us. We kept driving anyway. My dad was calm, I was ready to cry because I thought for shure a lightning bolt was gonna hit us or we were going to slip and crash. But he kept going through those twisty and turny roads all the way down the mountain. Every thing got foggy now and it was hard to see. Then suddenly we drove into a spot where it wasnt so bad and the clouds began to lift and we were out of the canyon.
As we left the canyon, the clouds began to lift more and more as we drove out of the stormy place. When we finnally got out of the canyon I could see the sky again as red, yellow, and brown rays began to shoot at the earth as the sun was about to set. I then thought to myself, "Yay, we are out of the storm and going home!" Just then the road made a dramatic turn and I was back in the direction of that dreadful canyon. I then noticed I was not the passenger, and that I was all alone this time. I then began to drive back through the canyon with more confidence, as I drove up and around it I could see my mother driving a car around a hill on the lower part of the canyon. She was driving up too, but for some reason I could not figure out why.
I figure the dream means that I will go through trials in my life, but eventually live through them. As I start moving away from my parents I will begin to get stronger with the lesons they tought me.